Frustration coursed through him as he sped away from the one person who so easily broke his heart.
It only took three words: I can’t believe.
He dearly loved his heavenly Father. He knew his life was a testimony to God’s goodness; without God he would never have become a decent person.
Watching his sister struggle so profoundly with faith tore his heart out.
He’d witnessed with words on countless occasions. He’d acted with love when love wasn’t returned.
He’d held his tongue while harsh words rung in his ears. He’d forgiven when she had cut him to the quick.
As he sped away he heard God’s gentle retort,
You don’t need to defend me. You don’t need to change her heart, that’s my job. You only need to love.
Be still, my son, and know I am God.
His heart stilled as he pondered the familiar Psalm. Be still and know I am God.
I don’t need anything from you, be still, calm down. I’m in control here. I am God.
I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.
God will be praised simply because He said it. And He isn’t relying on any of us to bring it about.
We can each relax and trust that He is God. He will orchestrate it all, and it will happen.
Braking the car, he thought to himself, God doesn’t need my defense. With that final though, he pulled into the driveway and parked the car. He also parked his heart directly on Psalm 46:10.
He would stop talking, doing, and concerning himself over things God hadn’t called him to do. He would instead trust that God would indeed fulfill His word.
Dear Heavenly Father,
Thank You for my calling. And Lord, thank You for limiting that calling. Please remind me to be obedient to that calling and only focus my words and actions on your instructions. Please help me recall your promises. They will happen because You declared it. Not because I did anything. There is such freedom in You limit! In Jesus’ name, Amen.
Thank you, thank you, thank you. I need this so much right now. God bless you for writing; keep it up.
Thank you and may God bless you!